Mama ...

Mama...

I'm sorry mama I let you down,

Letting him walk all over me was a job well done.

But it's over now and he's not around no more,

Playing his crap same old scenarios.

I feel so stupid that I let this happen,

Locked in a cage by a cat that traps 'em.

I didn’t mean it When I said I didn't need you so,

I didn't mean it Mama can I just come home?

Please...

Now he's gone mama...

He’s left me here all alone,

I should be at home with you,

Where I’m safe from harm

Because he's gone mama...

He’s found someone else,

Making her life hell,

I saw him tearing at her dress.

He’s really gone mama...

I feel so stupid inside,

He said he'd love me for all time,

If I’d gave him my love,

And now he’s gone mama...

And as soon as I gave it up,

He packed all his things up,

And left me here mama...

Did I do something wrong?

At this point I must be wrong,

Because he's gone mama...

Far away from here,

Taking little girls and their virginities away.

He's really gone mama...

I’m laughing at his life,

Because he thinks it's all right,

But does he know that I’m carrying his child?

(Does he care?)

And now he's gone mama...

He was selfish and bitter,

Looking at me as if I were litter,

He treated me like crap,

But I admit it wasn't just that,

We had some good times,

They weren’t all tarnished by his lies.

And he's still gone mama...

I’m sorry I should have listened to you,

It wasn't big of me to - just walk away from you,

(I shouldn't have run away from you).

He’s gone and I’m alone mama...

Holding my belly where a child now lies,

Nowhere to turn too but to my own cries,

How big do I look now?

I’m finally home, mama...  

You’re here helping me,

In my time of need,

I've learned this lesson well,

And only time will tell you that it’s over.

With him still gone mama...

Time has past with joy,

And my life has really changed,

I am a mama now! ...

You made my life so much easier,

I see life so clearer,

This little child in my arms,

Gave me a second chance to deliver,

To make things right for me and her.

Now my problems have faded into vapour.

I’m glad he’s gone, mama...

We’re in a great place now,

He knows nothing of his child,

It’s been two years this May,

It’s really over.

I saw an old friend today,

She seems happy yet weird about Jenny.

But I look forward,

I guess it is weird now,

To see me as a Mama somehow,

But it’s amazing to be,

This person I didn’t know I could be.

Oh, my god! He's back mama...  

Help me, please!

He's pushing his way in,

He's angry, so livid, he's broken down the door,

And made his way in.

He's in the house, mama...

I don't know what for,

He's screaming all obscenities,

And scaring our Daughter.

He’s got a gun, mama...

I think he's lost his mind,

He’s gone crazy this time,

His eyes are blood shot and cross,

He's angry at me because - I didn't tell him about Jenny!

Why doesn’t he just go away,

Worry about someone else this is my baby.

Jenny is mine!

To him she should never have been.

Mama, he’s crazy!

Quick, hurry! I’m afraid,

He’s putting his hands around my neck,

I fear for my life,

He's throwing things around,

Screaming stupid nothings about,

Jenny’s screaming!

He's scaring her as well,

What happens if I can’t calm her,

Will he hurt her too?

Mama, he's fucking crazy!

Oh, my god he's put me down,

I can't get up to protect her now,

I told you he was crazy.

What have I done.

Jenny? Jenny!

Did he shoot me and run?

Where did all this blood come from?

He’s really crazy.

Mama, He’s gone...

Where’s my baby girl?

She’s only two years old,

She’s so frightened and with someone she doesn’t even know,

What happens to her now?

Where has he taken her,

Someone please help!

Someone help her.

He's really gone, mama...

JENNY!

He's really taken my child,

She's not here she's gone.

I'm getting really sleepy,

I can hardly hold on.

Mama...He’s ...

I can hear noises but I can't make them out,

I think it's my Mama,

Mama Jenny’s gone he took her and it’s all my fault,

Oh, My God I can hardly speak,

Mama, find her and bring her back to me.

Mama's Gone now...

I have time to reflect,

I made a big mistake and I’m paying for that fact,

I hope Jenny knows that I love her too,

I hope she forgives me one day for her father as well,

I never wanted to end things this way,

If I don't make it back,

I ... I hope...Jenny is... is sa...fe... ...